LIFE AS IT HAS COME TO PASS (February 19, 2013)
I am seeking after enlightenment. In addition, I am seeking after tantric union with my beloved. And that is all. Nothing else interests me at this stage of my life, for I have dropped out years ago. But look at me here and now. I am spending days and nights dealing with all sorts of bureaucratic crap. Here a pension fund, there a government office or a court, and over yonder a bank. This must be signed and sent in by some date, and that must be filled in and submitted by another date. And no kidding. Here a lawyer, there an advisor, and over yonder a good friend urging patience. Slowly but surely, though, bureaucracy is killing me. Hey, I can hear an inner voice, this is life as it has come to pass. Adjust or perish! Do as you are told, and in time, or face the dire consequences! Indeed. If only I could, I would follow that sound advice to the letter. But wait a minute. What about enlightenment and tantric union? Are they not to perish if I adjust as advised?