PLAYING WITH MYSELF (August 29, 2012)
I dreamt that I was caressing my beloved. Having made love already, we were not aroused. We just enjoyed touching each other. She had a nice penis, too. It was long and thick. It was only partly aroused, and its shapely head was partly covered with foreskin. I played with it a little, and she enjoyed my attentions. It was a pleasure pulling the foreskin down the shaft of the penis and then up over the head. This I did over and over again. I was not jerking her off, though. Sated, we were just playing with each other. When I woke up in the middle of the night, I realized that my beloved’s penis was exactly like mine. And I realized that some of my sexual fantasies from many years ago were only about playing with myself. As witnessed by my dream, these fantasies had nothing to do with other men. Elated by my conclusion, I fell asleep like a baby. Soon I was back in my dream. All I remember is that I was rather excited when I told my beloved about my conclusion.