MY NEW FREEDOM (October 17, 2012)
We came to blows last night. For the second time in a few days, I told her that I could not be dragged down any longer. Her concerns are not mine, and vice versa. I have a clear goal in life, and she is only distracting me from it. In the end, I proposed that we do not see each other for an indefinite period. She agreed. I wanted to leave for Motovun today, but she proposed to drive me there tomorrow. I agreed this time around. We will be together for a few more days, and that will be that. We will see what will happen next. Fifteen years is a long, long time. I could not sleep much last night, and all sorts of thoughts were dashing through my mind, but this morning I feel elated by my new freedom. I want to dedicate myself to yoga and nothing but yoga. Goodbye, women!