LUCKY ME (December 29, 2012)

As we are lounging around the fireplace, my beloved turns toward me at some point. “If you wish,” she says sweetly, “you can go scribble for a while.” I give her a puzzled look. “Nah,” I reply after a short pause. “My mind is on the fire all the time,” I add. Indeed, I cannot stop thinking about it. “Shall I add another log?” I weigh my options every now and then. “Hmm,” I can hear myself think a moment later, “that big log needs turning once again.” My beloved only enjoys the flames, but I am forever wondering about my next step. “Hey,” I turn toward her, “there is too much smoke around.” And then I get up to open the kitchen door ajar. On my way back, I pick up my laptop from the dining table. “With modern technology,” I sigh to myself almost inaudibly, “I can tend the fire and scribble at the same time.” Lucky me, of course. This was unthinkable even two-thousand years ago. Poor Romans, too. Seneca flashes through my mind out of the blue. “Wait a minute,” I mumble to my beloved, “another log is a must by now.”