It is Thursday evening. My next court hearing is scheduled for this Tuesday morning. Will it be postponed once again, though? Forever in limbo, I am waiting for my lawyer to give me yet another call. But will he call? God only knows. In my mind, my next court hearing is getting ever more remote. Hard to fathom. Unimaginable. And ever more mysterious. By and by, it is acquiring truly mythical proportions. It is looming ever larger in front of me, but it is also ever more difficult to comprehend. Or even properly imagine. What, my next court hearing? It strikes me as a mere invention. A dream. Nay, a stubborn, ghastly nightmare.