STILL NOT SURE (August 28, 2000)
In her last mobile-phone message, Lesley asked me what was my wildest sexual fantasy, and how she could help me fulfill it. No such fantasies came to me at first, but after watching the Notting Hill Carnival for a couple of days I have no problem coming up with one: I want a few days or maybe weeks with a merry black girl with small tits, long legs, and a lively, plump ass. Now that I have my sexual fantasy, I am still not sure what to tell Lesley. She fits the description pretty well, except that she is not only white but also very blonde.